if i'm on the fringe
another hanger-on in
spreading you too thin
why am i so unhappy here
why do people make me so unhappy
when they used to make me overjoyed
why do I care if they are frivolous or selfish
why do i want to get away so bad
just to be around more people?
will i be able to take care of myself better there?
will getting away from this keep me out of trouble up there?
who do I think I am, exactly