there are no promises of
time spent with me sober
but i'm still fucked up about it
there's no real fault, no foul has been committed
but i'm still fucked up about it
there has been no dishonesty, he never lied
its not for lack of shame, no lack of self-awareness
but i'm still fucked up about it
the hours between
when he said he'd call and now
are not a shock.
But I'm still fucked up about it.