capacity for cruelty, sadness disdain
react with ever-cheerful light-handedness
to a sanitized equilibrium
where you explode and i cry
it has me wondering
my emotional composition
i am boring pedantic
but worstly cruelly unable to feign forgiveness or gratitude
all this scared me to pushing your face to the ground
pushing you to it

everynight I want to ask you
everynight
how exactly you could do that to me.
so that's the end of that
and i met myself here.