good job, honey. You found yet another person to make you feel shitty about yourself. How do I find these people? I hang on so tightly to people who show me, tell me they don't want to hang back. Thats what I do. I find people who make excuses, make shows, make me indifferent, people that don't or won't or can't give a shit. People who can only offer me rides home and nothing else. Thats alright, girl. Its all going to be alright, even if you never ever find someone who really just loves you, just the way you are. Its going to be alright, even if you die tomorrow. Its going to be all right, even if you push yourself into this stupid, crummy relationship again. Its going to be alright.